..forget about my last post.
I believe that I have been put in my place. My opinion hasn't changed, but I'm not going to speak about it any longer, nor am I going to attempt to push my beliefs onto others.
Greta came to see me today, and we visited Yozak...seeing Yukito has stirred some feelings in me that I wish would have kept themselves dormant.
I want to be a mother. I...this is FOOLISH. I've essentially given up the hunt for a male companion, because the ONE who I had feelings for...Well. It doesn't matter, anyway. I believe I've succeeded in curing myself of that particular problem. However, while I have given up hoping for his love, I still want love...but I somehow don't see anyone falling in love with me anytime soon, male or female.
It's better not to hope for anything.
I think that I should follow the other recent trend, and just leave for a time.
...yes, I believe I will.