Anissina von Karbelnikoff (anissina_vk) wrote,
Anissina von Karbelnikoff

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I'm really...not sure...what made me finally come out and say what I did. I'm also not sure why I never said it before. It makes me wonder if perhaps I am a coward, and not as strong-willed as I like to make myself seem.

Perhaps I was afraid of being hurt- and who's to say where things will lead, anyway? I...confessed...and he seemed shocked, and...excuses were made, and we parted. How am I to know how he am I to know if I've done the right thing? What if I've ruined our friendship because I couldn't be content with just that from him, what if he doesn't want to be around me anymore? I don't know what to do, aside from drown myself in my work and escape my thoughts about this.

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I need to talk to you.
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